Mammilian

So I don't know any other way to say this, but I'm pregnant. 8 weeks to be exact and mostly scared shitless. Although we, as in llama and I, knew what we were getting into, kinda, it is still one of the scariest things I have ever done. Yet extremely exciting like a grand science experiment. So far it's been crampy, pukey, my head hurts, I can't sleep and all I want to do is sleep. 

When I do fall asleep the dreams are the most vivid dreams I have ever had in my life that come with a new mode of transportation that is part paddle boat, vespa and 9 volt motor that I had to ascertain from a hoarder with many dogs that bit my arms. Very strange dreams indeed. Sarah Palin also showed up on night and showed me Alaska and somehow we were having a great time.


So yea,  I figured I might as well write all these crazy emotions down now before I wake up and I am 35 with a 10 year old who needs to still print pictures from her hard drive.

Oh yes I am enforcing the Jewish rule of no baby stuff in the house til the baby is here. Hope I can keep that up.

Cock Blocking and Other Goodies

These are the recent events that I could blog about:

• How I was cock blocked at Rosh Hoshana 
  
• My crazy photography project that is due on Saturday 
• The annoying high school kids that were in front of me 
• How I lost an entire roll even after outside processing thus setting me back a few day
• I have an eye infection and it's super sexy 
• How my brother is getting married today to Gaylen, I am going to have a brother in law! 

But I am just going to say I leave for New York in one week and so freaking excited it hurts. But I have so much to do in between then and now so you won't hear much from me except on twitter. 

5769

Sundown starts the year of 5769 in the Jewish calendar and since this is my first Rosh Hashanah I thought I would sit down and put out into the universe the things I would like to accomplish:

• Travel-so far on the horizon is NYC in October, New Years in California and Mexico with my brother, Austin for spring break in March 2009, wedding in Chicago in May 2009, and then Europe for Summer in 2009. 
• Read more than I have been
• Meet new people and maybe find someone to date. But like big kid date, none of this hanging out going no where. I want a real tangible relationship with someone I care about.
• Test my boundaries physically (maybe I'll start small with a 5k or something), creatively (more photography) and emotionally. I really want to see how powerful the mind is.

That's all I have so far. I wish you are yours a happy 5769 l'shanna tov!