If you haven't already heard, my father passed away on September 13th this year after a very horrible but swift bout with Stage IV Stomach Cancer and since there I have just been trying to keep my reality together. It has been really hard, a hardness that is unimaginable without ever having to go through it.
And everyday it's a new day to have to tell myself that he isn't here anymore and I fall apart all over again. It sucks.
So I think that writing here everyday for the month of November will make me feel a little bit better.
So here I go, wish me luck.