I feel so frustrated with life and this hopelessness is resonating into every pore of my being. I'm not happy and feel stalled, stuck in the same place. The boy and I constantly go back and forth bickering about the stupidest shit ever. Our conversations go like this:
S: I'm not happy
J: I'm sorry
S: And you never fix shit when I tell you I'm unhappy
J: Well that's just how I am
S: And you never touch me and that's just strange
J: Well that's just how I am
S: I hate you
J: You want to hang out?
S: Sure
See so freaking retarded. I need help stat.
